Dell Alienware M11x Review: Portable Gaming Heaven?

March 8, 2010  |  Featured, General, Review  |  View Comments

When I was con­sid­er­ing tak­ing a year off, I star­ted look­ing around for a com­puter that I could take with me on my travels around the world; a laptop. I star­ted with the tiny and cheap eeePC, the first of the net­books, and I was happy with it. That is until I tried to run my cam­corder soft­ware, which stub­bornly refused to work with such a low end graph­ics card. So I turned to a Sam­sung Q45. The provided me with a machine that covered my trav­el­ling bases. How­ever, since return­ing from Japan, I have been get­ting tired of it. I need a new machine. I need a (little) mon­ster that can do everything.

Require­ments.

So, I need a new laptop, one that cov­ers all my spe­cific bases. What those bases are has an influ­ence on what I think of the machine in this review so I list them here.

1. It must be port­able. This is the most import­ant thing in a laptop. The machine must be light enough for me to be able to carry it to work every day. I have an 80 minute jour­ney on the inter­city train into Lon­don from Ipswich so a laptop can­not be too large in size or I will not be able to fit it in the small space afforded. Some­times I see a per­son with a 17inch Mac­book on the train. If someone sit­ting next to them wanted to use a laptop as well, they can for­get it. Fur will fly before you man­age to squeeze two machines into that space. Then, I have a 1.5 mile walk from Liv­er­pool Street to Lon­don Bridge. So any machine of mine must be light enough to not hurt my shoulder after this dis­tance. These are the port­ab­il­ity tests I will be using. They are a little more “real world” than just weigh­ing the machine, as would some other review­ers, but that it how we roll on the OC.

2. It must be power­ful. My pas­sion is being cre­at­ive in my spare time. I write, I paint, I make films, etc. My cur­rent laptop runs Office just fine, but it struggles when ren­der­ing films in Sony Vegas. In fact I often have to leave it overnight to com­plete a high qual­ity ver­sion of a film and it crashes with alarm­ing reg­u­lar­ity. So, my new pur­chase must be able to power through ren­der­ing in Vegas and in my new suite of Adobe Première. The other aspect to this is that I used to be a gamer, a big gamer. As raid mas­ter of the Hooded Nomads guild I ran a high end rig to sup­port oper­a­tions in Star Wars Galax­ies, Crysis and Eve. I need those FPS! My cur­rent machine, as fine as the pro­cessor is, can­not even run Mount and Blade. I want some­thing that will nail both requirements.

3. It must have a long last­ing bat­tery. My Sam­sung has a good bat­tery, but noth­ing to write home about. I can squeeze out some­thing like 3 hours in Win­dows 7 (which is excel­lent at bat­tery man­age­ment com­pared to Vista). How­ever, Cesca –my wife– can make her Mac­book Pro last all damn day. Any machine I buy will have to out­per­form the Sam­sung and give a £2000 Mac­book a run for its money.  A tall order.

4. It must out­put to a TV. While small screen gam­ing is sweet on the go and on the lap, I want to be able to run this baby by a big­ger screen for when at home. I have a LG 26 inch 1080p LCD TV, so we shall see what pic­ture we can get up.

5. It must be good value for money. Cheap, like the budgie, is the motto. I don’t want to spend £2000 on a laptop, I don’t want to buy any­thing that expens­ive that could be dropped! The price/performance ratio is a vital metric.

So with those 5 require­ments in mind, what to buy?

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The Harsh Judge

The Harsh Judge

March 3, 2010  |  Featured, General, Personal  |  View Comments

For most mar­tial artists, being mugged in broad day­light is an unlikely occur­rence. Fit, aware and con­fid­ent look­ing people do not make invit­ing tar­gets. How­ever, in mod­ern soci­ety crim­in­als are more brazen than ever and how we react to such viol­ence is the meas­ure of us. We need to stay on the cor­rect side of the law and con­trol our reac­tions but, as the old-question asks, “is it bet­ter to be judged by 12 than car­ried by 6?”

There fol­lows a true story of a situ­ation that took place in the street, but equally could have been straight out of a dojo train­ing ses­sion. It is inter­est­ing because it high­lights many things: the dangers of being “switched off”, the speed of the trained man’s reac­tions, the atti­tude of the police and the judge­ment of oth­ers. It also high­lights a part of con­flict that is often missed and shows that in the end the most harsh judge is in fact yourself.

This story is true and happened in late 2009, I repeat it here as it was told to me with per­mis­sion of the per­son involved.

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Goa: The Beach Life

Goa: The Beach Life

February 24, 2010  |  Featured, General, Travel  |  View Comments

I lay on my back and tried to relax. The sound of rolling waves crashed back and forth in the dis­tance, which helped. How­ever, the sun was beat­ing down, heat­ing the air and leav­ing me gasp­ing like I had my head in an oven. It was also mak­ing the sand hot to the touch and the use of san­dals more of a neces­sity than just a fash­ion statement.

San­dals.

I hadn’t worn shoes for 2 months. A new adult first, mean­ing that my feet were always dusty; the ever present Indian dirt and sand sticked to my toes. Every night I showered and a tor­rent of black washed off my feet. I turned onto my side and spied Cesca on the next sun loun­ger, she was tak­ing in the sun by lay­ing on her front, her bikini open at the back to allow a tan, but – since I had rubbed in some cream for her — no white line or burn­ing. I reached to the table between us and took down my beer and my book. It was called The Mas­ter of Go, by Nobel Prize win­ning author Yasunari Kawabata.

Then my phone rang. It was my best friend Mark.

I thumbed the screen and the call con­nec­ted, “Mark!” I exclaimed, genu­inely please to hear from him, “It’s great to hear your voice. Where are you?” From over the con­nec­tion I could hear what soun­ded like traffic and men talk­ing; the sounds of Lon­don. The sounds of home.

Heyya, I thought I would give you a call,” his voice was raised like he could not really hear me and was com­pens­at­ing by shout­ing; he must be at work on a build­ing site, “I’m in a man hole at the moment sort­ing out found­a­tions for a new tube station.”

Wow,” I said, interested.

Yeah, it’s for the Olympics and all that. Any­way, it’s cold, wet and hor­rible and I am down this smelly hole and I thought I could do with cheer­ing up. Where are you?”

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The Ellora Caves

The Ellora Caves

February 18, 2010  |  Featured, General, Travel  |  View Comments

One of the unique things about India, and one that you never quite come to terms with, is the trains. I would even go as far as to say that if you could under­stand Indian trains, then you might well lay claim to being truly at home in India. For almost everything that there is to exper­i­ence in this wild and beau­ti­ful coun­try is cap­able of being exper­i­enced by rail.

You see all sorts of things just by walk­ing into a sta­tion. They are often grand build­ings left over from the Brit­ish age of iron and func­tion as hotel for thou­sands of home­less trav­el­ers of all types. They have some of the best and very worst toi­lets in the world, and for some over the edge of the plat­form is pre­ferred. They are often smelly, fre­quently dirty and occa­sion­ally hor­rid. But, for every bad thing there exists a good to bal­ance it out. Sta­tions are packed with fam­il­ies play­ing together, sleep­ing and eat­ing together. There is the bustle and fizz of people meet­ing, people depart­ing from loved ones and people wish­ing they were on their way. The best book­shops I found in India were oper­ated out of mobile stores. Almost any­thing you could want is for sale on these strips of con­crete, and after hours on a train you will eat almost any­thing (no mat­ter where it has been). They are amaz­ing places, a sort of nexus point and a melt­ing pot of cul­tures. The gaps between the high and low fade away on these platforms. They are to India what black­cabs are to Lon­don. Almost, but not quite, romantic.

People sleep­ing at a Station.

India has inves­ted heav­ily in its trains, a trick they learned from the Vic­tori­ans, and some­thing we back home should con­sider care­fully. Short of fly­ing, trains remain the quint­es­sen­tial method of trans­port around India. The tracks are every­where. All the major cit­ies are linked, and most of the minor ones. In fact, we never struggled to find a train going any­where we wanted to go, from the high tech city of Bengaluru (Ban­galore) to the deep desert city of Jaisalmer.

We just struggled to get on one or two.

They are not slow either. For while a jour­ney, say from Varanasi to Agra, takes place over one night, a simple look out of the win­dow shows how the train is ham­mer­ing out the miles at mind-meltingly fast speeds. It’s just the coun­try is massive. Even­tu­ally, train trans­port became a wel­come break for us. We would even plan our jour­ney around it and use it as a “free nights’ accom­mod­a­tion”. For see­ing into a heart of India, trains are your choice.

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Sunset in Mumbai

Sunset in Mumbai

February 10, 2010  |  Featured, General, Travel  |  View Comments

The Novem­ber ter­ror­ist attacks on Mum­bai was some­thing we had wor­ried about before land­ing in the city, but to look at the place it was as though they had never happened. In any city with such a var­ied and eth­nic pop­u­la­tion, it had prob­ably not fully been dis­sem­in­ated. Some­times, I have wondered about the quick dis­sem­in­a­tion of news. Does it actu­ally help or hinder? Is, in a very real sense, ignor­ance bliss? In India, of course, they are as used to ter­ror­ism as any Lon­doner. Ter­ror was in at the birth of this nation, it was in the sep­ar­a­tion from Pakistan, it never leaves. I think per­haps that they have become numb to it.

Mumbai Taj Mahal Palace

This is what I thought as I sat at the table. Leopold’s café is a trav­el­lers legend. Not least of all because of the fam­ous gang­ster novel, sup­posedly mostly true, called “Shant­aram”. In that book, which I read in two days (a sure sign that I didn’t enjoy it), the main char­ac­ter is taken here by a local guide and it is here that he meets his friends for the first time. In my mind, I ima­gined some­thing grander. Some­thing with a “old empire” feel, like some of the journ­al­ist bars we had vis­ited in places such as Cam­bodia. In fact, it is noth­ing of the sort. It is a café like a greasy spoon.

Albeit one with machine gun marks on the walls.

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New Basho Artwork

New Basho Artwork

February 8, 2010  |  General  |  View Comments

Dear all,

A couple of weeks, Cesca and I went to a very strange café. It was a café where not only do they serve food, but also ceramics!

The sup­plied ceram­ics were all unpainted and the task was to adorn the item before it was fired. Here is my attempt at a Cof­fee Cup, which I have given to my mum.

Before fir­ing:

Cup detail Inside View

After fir­ing:

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Wudang Mountain: A Basho Film

Wudang Mountain: A Basho Film

In 2009 Cesca and I vis­ited the amaz­ing slopes of Wudang Moun­tain. The moun­tain is loc­ated roughly in north­west­ern part of Hubei Province of China.  This peak is part of the lar­ger Wudang Shan moun­tain range that runs through the area, but it is this par­tic­u­lar peak that is the most fam­ous. This is due to its very long and inter­est­ing his­tory. The moun­tain is littered with Daoist temples and mon­as­ter­ies, includ­ing the fam­ous Golden Hall, Nan­yan Temple and the Purple Cloud Temple. The his­tory of the area goes back over 2000 years, but it is the period of the Ming Dyn­asty (1388 — 1644 CE) that had the greatest impact.

Dur­ing this time, the Mon­gol led pre­curs­ors to the Ming had col­lapsed and China was about to enter its most fas­cin­at­ing his­tor­ical age. It was an age of intel­lec­tual flower­ing, tower­ing social and polit­ical achieve­ments and immense sci­entific pro­gress. Dur­ing all of this, Chinese Dao­ism was again form­ing into some­thing new. The almost sham­an­istic prac­tices of external alchemy were giv­ing ground to a new prac­tice of internal alchemy. Internal alchemy was the search for “immortality” through the devel­op­ment of magic powers inside one­self. This is a syn­cretic idea heav­ily influ­enced by both Con­fucian­ism and indeed the move­ments of Buddhism, which after all is all about internal real­isa­tions, form­ing ideas that are read­ily recog­nis­able for their influ­ence on the west.

I am talk­ing about internal kung fu.

One of the lead­ing thinkers of Dao­ism at the time was the legendary Chang San-Feng, who wandered up Mount Wudang and made it the base of his Daoist sect. Legend has it that, in one of the temples up the moun­tain, he formed his magical exer­cises into Tai Chi after watch­ing a snake and bird fight­ing. After the Yongle Emperor decreed Wudang to be “The Grand Moun­tain” its place in his­tory was assured. Fast foward in time and the mon­as­ter­ies and build­ings were made a UNESCO World Her­it­age Site in 1994. The palaces and temples in Wudang con­tain Taoist art and icons from as early as the 7th cen­tury. It rep­res­ents the highest stand­ards of Chinese art and archi­tec­ture over a period of nearly 1,000 years.

Of course, the true nature of Daoist his­tory is as slip­pery as the core texts. I will have more to say about the vera­city of this “his­tory” later.

So what is it like to visit? Walk­ing the 20,000 steps (!) up the moun­tain is one of the most spir­itual things I have ever done, but not per­haps in the way that you might ima­gine. We came to Wudang half way through our jour­ney in China and before our jour­ney into Japan. Since we were basic­ally on a spir­itual jour­ney around the world in gen­eral, and Buddhist jour­ney in par­tic­u­lar, the effect of Wudang took a long time to settle into my bones. How­ever, my muscles ached like hell the very next day! Also, this was still China in 2009 and Dao­ism is a very strange and illus­ive beast to get a grasp on. So what the hell happened? This is some­thing I will have to go into far more depth about at a later time, but essen­tially the con­trast between this strange and very for­eign way of life gave me the space to con­sider my own thrown into sharp relief. When you meet people and visit places that are so dif­fer­ent to your exper­i­ences and your life, then you have two choices. You scoff. Or you stop and think. Mount Wudang is one of the best places I have ever vis­ited for mak­ing time to stop and think. To, in fact, go bey­ond think­ing and be able to sub­lime the nature of your exist­ence. It is a fair thing to say that I walked down Wudang a dif­fer­ent per­son than when I walked up, but that I didn’t real­ise it until much later.

So, here is the (small) film about that day. I hope that I man­aged to, at least a little, cap­ture some of the feel­ing of the place and time.

Vimeo ver­sion:

Wudang Moun­tain, the Heart of China from Basho Mat­suo on Vimeo.

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